孤僻的浪漫

一個人的清晨，被Mansun的歌曲鬧鐘喚醒。

泡了杯咖啡，來了一根Paradise Tea，想起這段時間發生的一切，試圖讓自己淹沒在充滿人群的街道上。

孤單的感受，總是在浪漫來臨之前，從不是個浪漫的人，簡單來說，活在自己的幻想裡，似乎比較快樂。

並不想騙人，戀上了孤僻的感覺，一個人的清晨、一個人的午後，始終有許多遐想，相信你也一樣，縱使心中始終有個她，當然我也不否認，她的存在是我的支柱。

有人說從一個人聽音樂，就可以了解一個人的性格，這種說法我沒辦法去解釋再多什麼，只是認為，那是每個人的選擇，縱使我討厭台客的粗鄙，但我也愛台客對他們喜歡的事物所表現出不可動搖的堅持態度，與其隨波逐流，不如追求屬於自己的興趣。

因為今天起的早，決定來去公園走走，很久，沒有這樣照著自己的行為模式活動了。

我需要一些自由，大概是心已被禁錮太久，再差一點，我知道就快失去靈魂。

此刻的我，逐漸明白：

『孤單的旅程，是最浪漫的旋律』

Mansun - Six



And you see, I kind of shivered to conformity
Did you see, the way I cowered to authority, you see
And my life, it's a series of compromises anyway
It's a sham, and I'm conditioned to accept it all, you see
(More) than I had before
(More) than I've presently got
(More) than I'll ever use up
(More) than I really need
It's more than I can spareAnd you see, it's emotionally affecting me
Did you see, my equilibrium more balanced me
And my life, it's a series of compromises anyway
It's a sham, and I'm conditioned to accept it all, you see
Life is a compromise anyway
Life is a compromise anywayLife, it's a compromise anyway
And it's a sham, and I'll accept it all